special someone...

hmmm...
i did not realize that he was there all along...hmmm...well..just have to look closer and poofffff!!!there he is!!!heheeh...like magic seh!~!
well..been giving it a lots of thoughts...and i have decided to give my love life another shot..heheeh...i don't deny i do love him a bit but still have to be a bit wary of love..in case i get hurt again..i hope he reads my blog and i think he knows who he is.hehehe..
i am sorry if i cannot love u 100% but i do love u...but i wanna take time and fall in love with u..whatever the risk is..i am willing to take it..as long as u are sincere towards me and love me as u mean it..

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i dream of the future and i want u to be part of my future...let us just work towards that k?..i love u and even if i don't show it..i hope u can feel it always..

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i will not mention who and publish who u are..until the right time...in the meantime..keep wondering who is the wonderful guy that came into my life??hehehehe....secret!!!!
and miss doraemongal..don't blurt it out..u already know who he is!!!!

what a life..!

supposed to have a bbq with my colleagues today..but my mood was spoilt and decided to stay home instead..so what should i do now?
there is nothing interesting at home to do except for sleeping and be online..guess i can do some cleaning up of my room..hahaha..kinda long time never do this..kinda messy already..
looking back on my life this past week..been a few changes...
seems to be more on the bz side..haiz..
guess it is kinda true..to know that someone takes time..but what about falling in love with that someone?

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hmmm..that is a question i am still pondering over..haha...
now i feel i can actually open up my heart again and try again..but i am still scared and i still want to take my time before being committed in love again..hope that it will work out for me and that special someone..dun wanna be in a failure again..

what a life??

life works in a funny way!..some things happen in the way u least expected..!looking back into my life..i feel as though i have wasted so much on one person without looking deeply into the matter..why do i waste 4 years of my life on him??why is love so blind??and now it's payback time..i have to restart my whole life again and i hope not to go into the wrong way again and waste my life away..i want to make my life more meaningful..
hope that history will not repeat itself again!!
i need a good hug....anyone????

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My heart

uSED to not love this song...but after listening to it a few times..quite meaningful seh..hehehehe...terus feeling...!!!enjoy ya!

Disini kau dan aku
terbiasa bersama
menjalani kasih sayang
bahagia kudenganmu

Pernahkah kau menguntai
hari paling indah
ku ukir nama kita berdua
disini surga kita

Bilakah kita mencintai yg lain
mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayang ku akan hilang

If u love somebody
could we be this strong
i will fight to win
our love will conquer all
wouldn’t reach my love
even just one night
our love will stay in my heart
my heart

Pernahkah kau menguntai
hari paling indah
ku ukir nama kita berdua
disini surga kita

Bilakah kita mencintai yg lain
mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayang ku akan hilang

Bilakah kita mencintai yg lain
mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayang ku akan hilang

boring!!!!

today feels so boring!!!!
why ah??i think i am getting used to working 5 days a week and practically with nothing to do..i am boredz!!!
anyway..got to get prepared for long working hours on tuesday and thursday..haiz...!that is life!!
well...must get prepared for my overseas trip with my gf and her sister..still worried about the transportation thing..dunno whether can still make it or not!!!
xian!xian!xian!...what a life!!

Heart breaking week!

I am so sad..
my neighbour's cat gave birth to 5 beautiful kittens last month..they were sent out the moment they are born..they are not given anything..not even a blanket or a box to ensure they are comfortable. To make things worse, it is a rainy night..
hearing the loud cries of the kittens, i went out and gave them my own blanket and make a box for them and alas..peacefully they went to sleep.
the next day, they are back in but at night they will be out..since then i see them outside most of the time without food and drink.
everytime i put down food and drink, the adult cat will be rushing for it and as though dying of thirst..it really breaks my heart..
cannot take it anymore..i asked around for people who are interested in the kitties..
i found one who took 2 home but only to return them back after 1 week or so..more heartpain..this type of people are so damn irritating!
now left with 4 kitties..one being adopted out to a wonderful home..
i really hope they will find a good home as i feel they don't deserve to be treated cruelly..i hope the owner will get her retribution for the sufferings she imposed on the cat and the babies..

Monday blueeeeessssss...

pens down before bedtime...!
been a gd start except that feeling a bit lethargic and sleepy the whole day..
fetch my fren at punggol and rush to work...haha..worst than formula1 racing seh..rushing for time before 7am..thank god..!!made it just on time!
went for our morning walk and came back to office with breakfast..
was hoping got some work to do but in the end..NOTHING!!!
i was so damn bored with basically nothing to do..so just try to find something to do..passing the time feels so slow today..anyway..met a fren and had dinner with her 2 other siblings at sembawang..food was great..!suddenly i realised that it was a boring day today..
part of me really missed that special someone that i have lost..really do missed him a lot!
but what to do..missing him is all i can do ...

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cannot even do anything to suppress the feeling..just smile as much as i can..hope this feeling will go away someday..!
though now i have met someone that i feel looks like him..and i do like this person..i cannot do much as he cannot replace the original guy!... :(

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finally got time to update my blogs..hehe..
it had been a great start for my new career..met new colleagues..got new workspace and my OWN PC and CAN SURF THE NET!!!!YIPPPEEEE!!!
(fyi: old workplace sucks big time!!!)
anyway..getting the hang of the job and started my first 2 assignments after a week of undergoing training..how unfair..the others got 2 weeks plus..me got 1 week only..*sigh*..
but kinda cool to be as close as possible to my best pal..babygetz..hehe!
get to see her more often..kinda love her company..!
well..anyway..gonna love my new job for the next few years at least..and at least i did follow my dreams and it came true(partly of it)..
today finally get a good break in life..
went to catch a movie at Plaza Singapura..heard of the movie SAW I AND II?
Well..there is SAW III now! and it is much gruesome,bloodier and entriguing than the other 2 stories..should really catch this show!!!!damn good!
for those who still unsure abt the show..this is what i interpret abt it(from my own point of view)
the SAW man and his accomplice on the rampage of killing those who feels that death is better than the sufferings they have in life..by putting them on the line of death,the only thing that stands between them is the level of determination of will to live on in live and starting to appreciate their loved ones and their own life better..
those who fail will of course die in the most horrible way they can imagine..
those who pass will be given a chance to live their life to the fullest without looking back on their troubled moments..So people..look ard u..especially the ones u love..ur bf or gf..ur fiance or fiancee..ur wife or husbands..ur kids , ur parents or even ur best friends..treasure them before u lose them..then it will be too late to regrets not treasuring them when u had the chance to do it..don't let anyone especially a third party who are waiting to break ur happiness in life..remember there is always a RETRIBUTION to those with evil heart!

so what are we waiting for?
PLAY BY THE RULES..BREAK THE RULES..THERE WILL BE CONSEQUENCES..
LET THE GAME BEGIN.....

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Smack that!!

sunday outing with my best fren

supposed to wake up at 12 and meet her at 2pm...but my sleepy eyes won't even open..and i ended being late..instead of meeting her at 2pm..i woke up at 2pm...OH NO!!!rushed to the toilet and wash up and called her...luckily she was not that angry...hmm..
SO SORRRRYYYYYY DEAR!!!!!slept late lah!
in the end she fetch me and we are still going out according to plans...phew!!hehe..
she is cool and understanding and I LOVE her being my best friend...
we share a lot of things in common..like having the same car..will be working almost near to each other..and have a screwed up love life too..but mine is more screwed up compared to her..coz i am more rough while she is more on the gentle side..hahahah!
ooppss...i am late and she is waiting for me...got to go...

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will update later after i come home....**muaccks**

what a day..we went for small tour ard shenton way..and then head to joo chiat for makan at Hjh Maimunah..YUM YUM!!
what a spread we had..hehe..and we talk and talk abt our problems..makes me realise that what the different problems we faced every day..and every problem there is a solution..Just have to remain calm and focus in solving it..
anyway..time to hit the shack!
a new job awaiting me tomorrow..feeling kinda excited..

my one and only love..(2000 to 17/01/2006)

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FRIENDS or foe....???

Questions questions questions...have you ever wondered who are your real friends in life?those who are with u when u have lots of cash or those who are with u for personal gain or those who are just with u for just being urself?
there are people who claimed themselves as friends but are always plotting against u just to make themselve feel better..and they just love to see u miserable..this type of friends are WORTH losing..no gain in being with them..
they can be nice to you in front and then backstab u when are not looking..they exist everywhere in the world even in front of ur own eyes..
they are friends who just

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have heartache when seeing u in a relationship with their friends..and then they will try their very best to break u up and be so happy to see they succeed..to them it is victory..then they will malign ur name and make sure u suffer..what kind of people do we call this people?any idea?
but the best thing of all..they can say all they want..in the end..they eat their own words..saying that u are not their own race..but then ended up in a relationship with that particular race that u spit and cursed by their own mouth..what goes round always come around...
my advice...don't reciprocate bad with evil..just relax and watch them getting their own retributions...by end of the day..just be happy and be more careful in choosing friends..not foe...

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Love and lies

Today i realised that i have written a lot..but i do feel like writing one more..to make my day more worth...
Have u ever been in love?
Do u really know what is LOVE?
Nowadays..i can see relationships with bf/gf,fiance/fiancee and hubby/wifey are all being put to test..so what the hell is going on right now in our ordinary lives?
what could be the reasons that make ur relationship a failure?
misunderstandings?lack of trust and communication?3rd party(the worst of all reasons)?or what?there could be thousands of reason..but do u actually know what is the reason?
Love is a united feeling between 2 wonderful people who are strangers to each other..then they understand each other and friends and chemistry happens..they take the next step into building a beautiful and loving relationship only to find it destroyed in the later part with quarrels and fights over the smallest matter u could ever imagines?with anger and frustration..they decided to call it off and move on with each other's life..then the misery comes..
hurt..heart-broken..the pain of losing ur love and the misery of watching ur love going out with another person even before u get over the heartbreak..
IS LIFE even fair?..have u ever asked urself,why must it happen to me?why can't mine be a perfect relationship?
no one knows...only GOD decide ur path of life but u have to make it an effort as well to make ur life a beautiful one too...a failure once doesn't make u a weaker person..it should make u a stronger person to fight and be aware of people around u..who are trustworthy and who are the hypocrites in ur life?

just take ur time..think abt it..look back and think..why did i let him/her destroy my life and he/she don't even care abt my feelings..i should make myself happier than them..SO smile and be happy always..don't let misery tie u down and restrict u from ur own happines..

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change of career...

finally..the day have come for me to make a big change in my life...imagine being with the same department for almost 9 years and now u are moving to another totally

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different organisation..
well life is all abt changes..just have to accept it!!!!..to all my dear frens...we will still keep in touch..no worries...

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Hi to all bloggers and readers of my blog...u are all welcomed!!!no worries..i am still new about this blogging and i really would love some help and assistance from professionals like u all to make my blogging worlde a bit more better..

i love making friends but not enemies..my recipe to a friendship will be :
sincerity,honesty,trustworthy and most importantly non-hypocrital type of people.

i am 26years old female..working and love to hang out with cool and fun people..!

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