special someone...

hmmm...
i did not realize that he was there all along...hmmm...well..just have to look closer and poofffff!!!there he is!!!heheeh...like magic seh!~!
well..been giving it a lots of thoughts...and i have decided to give my love life another shot..heheeh...i don't deny i do love him a bit but still have to be a bit wary of love..in case i get hurt again..i hope he reads my blog and i think he knows who he is.hehehe..
i am sorry if i cannot love u 100% but i do love u...but i wanna take time and fall in love with u..whatever the risk is..i am willing to take it..as long as u are sincere towards me and love me as u mean it..

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i dream of the future and i want u to be part of my future...let us just work towards that k?..i love u and even if i don't show it..i hope u can feel it always..

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i will not mention who and publish who u are..until the right time...in the meantime..keep wondering who is the wonderful guy that came into my life??hehehehe....secret!!!!
and miss doraemongal..don't blurt it out..u already know who he is!!!!

what a life..!

supposed to have a bbq with my colleagues today..but my mood was spoilt and decided to stay home instead..so what should i do now?
there is nothing interesting at home to do except for sleeping and be online..guess i can do some cleaning up of my room..hahaha..kinda long time never do this..kinda messy already..
looking back on my life this past week..been a few changes...
seems to be more on the bz side..haiz..
guess it is kinda true..to know that someone takes time..but what about falling in love with that someone?

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hmmm..that is a question i am still pondering over..haha...
now i feel i can actually open up my heart again and try again..but i am still scared and i still want to take my time before being committed in love again..hope that it will work out for me and that special someone..dun wanna be in a failure again..

what a life??

life works in a funny way!..some things happen in the way u least expected..!looking back into my life..i feel as though i have wasted so much on one person without looking deeply into the matter..why do i waste 4 years of my life on him??why is love so blind??and now it's payback time..i have to restart my whole life again and i hope not to go into the wrong way again and waste my life away..i want to make my life more meaningful..
hope that history will not repeat itself again!!
i need a good hug....anyone????

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My heart

uSED to not love this song...but after listening to it a few times..quite meaningful seh..hehehehe...terus feeling...!!!enjoy ya!

Disini kau dan aku
terbiasa bersama
menjalani kasih sayang
bahagia kudenganmu

Pernahkah kau menguntai
hari paling indah
ku ukir nama kita berdua
disini surga kita

Bilakah kita mencintai yg lain
mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayang ku akan hilang

If u love somebody
could we be this strong
i will fight to win
our love will conquer all
wouldn’t reach my love
even just one night
our love will stay in my heart
my heart

Pernahkah kau menguntai
hari paling indah
ku ukir nama kita berdua
disini surga kita

Bilakah kita mencintai yg lain
mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayang ku akan hilang

Bilakah kita mencintai yg lain
mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayang ku akan hilang

boring!!!!

today feels so boring!!!!
why ah??i think i am getting used to working 5 days a week and practically with nothing to do..i am boredz!!!
anyway..got to get prepared for long working hours on tuesday and thursday..haiz...!that is life!!
well...must get prepared for my overseas trip with my gf and her sister..still worried about the transportation thing..dunno whether can still make it or not!!!
xian!xian!xian!...what a life!!

Heart breaking week!

I am so sad..
my neighbour's cat gave birth to 5 beautiful kittens last month..they were sent out the moment they are born..they are not given anything..not even a blanket or a box to ensure they are comfortable. To make things worse, it is a rainy night..
hearing the loud cries of the kittens, i went out and gave them my own blanket and make a box for them and alas..peacefully they went to sleep.
the next day, they are back in but at night they will be out..since then i see them outside most of the time without food and drink.
everytime i put down food and drink, the adult cat will be rushing for it and as though dying of thirst..it really breaks my heart..
cannot take it anymore..i asked around for people who are interested in the kitties..
i found one who took 2 home but only to return them back after 1 week or so..more heartpain..this type of people are so damn irritating!
now left with 4 kitties..one being adopted out to a wonderful home..
i really hope they will find a good home as i feel they don't deserve to be treated cruelly..i hope the owner will get her retribution for the sufferings she imposed on the cat and the babies..