a miserable day

it have been almost a month since the last that he talked to me..and i am still wondering what went wrong with this frienship?
it is kinda sad to know that u miss that someone but you cannot talk to him and he keep appearing in front of you every day?..how miserable can that be?
and for some reason, i know that he did it on purpose..like to make sure that he is always on my mind.
what tomorrow brings i have no freaking idea..what if he never ever talk to me again?
i will be so heartbroken...oh damn!
i am living day by day now...keep hoping that the next day will be a better day for me..with a prayer that he will just talk to me..haiz.!!

Unpredictable!!!

Life sucks as per normal.I met this special someone.That person was a unique charmer type of person.I was very happy to get to know this someone.We chat,emailed and basically was bz with each other all a along ..that we decided to meet up one day.I was very excited of coz.
We met and chat the whole night away..well..i thought that the person could be a very good friend of mine..I was looking forward to a long-term friendship with this person..but i was wrong..the person decided not to continue the friendship without a reason. I am still wondering what did I do wrong to this person??
Until now i am hoping that the person will talk to me as before..I can feel the pain of losing this person..It hurts badly and I am feeling kinda miserable every day.The pain keep getting more and more deeper each day without this person in my life....aaaarrrggh!!!